So I go through another week which is an achievement I think we can all celebrate and appreciate because life can be hard sometimes ⭐️
My last therapy I had was hypnotherapy and one of the things I took from that was to think of all the positive things from the week.
This is to create a new pattern of thinking and focus on the good things as much as we can because our old fashioned brained are always looking for the negatives to try and protect us.
At first or when you’re not in the best place it can be super hard. You can’t se anything good because you are stuck in the quick sand of negative and depression/ anxiety etc. At the start of each session he would ask me to list as many positive things I could think of from the last week or so and keep asking and waiting until I had come up with 10/20/30.
I need to make sure I practice this every week and make it a forever habit.
So here goes! ↘️
This week I feel like I’ve been doing pretty was especially because I’m on my period but still managing my mental health well.
Monday was out 5 year anniversary
He made dinner and bought flowers
My mum got a new second job that she needed and really wanted
I played pool with the students
We went to the lake district at the weekend and spent lots of quality time together
I read ‘Mad Girl by Bryony Gordon’ and it was amazing and I connected with it so much and shed tears in a good way.
Been walking to work most of the week and it feels good and I now realise that it makes a difference so I want to do it and haven’t been feeling so anxious walking
Just working with the young people in my job is something I enjoy but we had some really nice conversations around sexual health and LGBTQ+ this week
Had someone new volunteer at work which is nice to have an extra person and a new injection even though it’s strange because it’s been just he two of us for so long
Listening to lots of the minimalists podcasts who I love and find so calming, informative and mindful
Really nice weather this week which made me feel inspired and summery
Only two weeks left or half term!
Had youth group this Wednesday just gone which I love
Did a surprise something for a colleague which was a bit creative and fun
Had a curry that a colleague made for us which was vegetable and lentils and was amazing
Didn’t spend that much money because we get paid at the end of next week and I have just under £50 I think I’m on track to save £250 this month 💪🏻
Coming to terms and taking some space from a friendship that has been hurting me recently
Fid some tiling with my dad a few weekends ago and we have been keeping the kitchen tidier since then
Went to town on my own to buy things even though I find it hard on my own
Nath shaved my undercut which feels lovely back to a grade 1
Did some more rug weaving
Got my best friends boys birthday present in the post
Went to the cinema for the first time in ages with Nath to see ‘instant family’ which was so cute and pulls on my heart strings and maternal instincts
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
That feels like a lot and if also feels really nice to recognise all these things ☺️☺️
In my experience struggling with my mental health means the good gets sucked out of everything. There’s also stigma about only showing your best self and fake happy on social media that people. This makes me think (like my brain sometimes) that we either focus on all good or all bad and it’s the in-between that we need to connect more. I sometimes feel guilt about posting good things because I don’t want to make others feel bad or present this perfect self that’s not real.
I try very hard to be real and genuine and show both my best and worst moments. I feel I need to remind myself, just as it’s okay to feel not okay it’s okay to feel good and we must celebrate these moments when they are here ✨
I would recommend for everyone to give this a try and see how it makes you feel.
Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend 🌈